tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-25964040.post4314064120722406247..comments2023-09-09T08:58:16.226-05:00Comments on Deepest Darkest Thoughts: More Thinking About JTrueselfhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04376379968984585345noreply@blogger.comBlogger1125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-25964040.post-80517058654059337562012-10-29T12:51:31.130-05:002012-10-29T12:51:31.130-05:00I torture myself, also, w/pitiful scenarios in whi...I torture myself, also, w/pitiful scenarios in which I reconcile w/my childhood sweetheart... What a jackass I am, unwilling to work on what I've got (easier to contemplate greener pastures when I'm sick & resentful, holding a grudge bcz P isn't the least bit nurturing outside of buying me a meal! & mightily resenting being forced out of my nice warm bed to the coach by his Valhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/03152215204773184788noreply@blogger.com