Friday, January 24, 2014
Just a Little Update
Until a few days ago, when I stopped my blog for the first time in a very long time, I didn’t realize that so much has happened that I haven’t gone on about here.
Here are the highlights:
Mission Trip – With assistance from a few kind angels who helped finance the trip (you know who you are) I was able to go to Jamaica last June and help distribute brand new shoes to children in several elementary schools there. The children were a delight. It was heartwarming to see how happy they were to receive brand new shoes. As I fit them for their shoes, I told each one, “Thank you for letting me give you a pair of shoes.” I thought it was important to thank them because it isn’t easy to let a stranger into your life, even for a few minutes, to give you something that maybe you feel ashamed that your family cannot afford on their own. Plus I wanted them to know that I was grateful for the opportunity to serve them in my small way.
Discernment – I am in the discernment process about attending seminary. While I feel a strong calling in that direction, I still tend to hesitate. Recently, I applied for two different jobs in my current field and got neither of them. Perhaps God has different plans for me than becoming a controller or accounting manager. Perhaps I’m being too much of a Jonah. Well, no, not Jonah, but a Moses. Moses argued with God about being a leader. He didn’t feel up to the job. However, if God has plans for you, God has plans for you. Maybe me not getting these jobs is a sign that I really am supposed to walk through that widening door of opportunity to go into ministry.
J – Oh goodness, I have come to the conclusion that J and I will always be some part of each other’s lives until one of us dies. We certainly can’t give each other up entirely. That being said, we haven’t seen each other since the last time mentioned on this blog. He is still with his wife. We occasionally private message each other on a social networking site… just to talk, to touch base, to stay connected. I don’t know if this good, or bad, or sad, or what. It just is.
BJ – I still think of him too often. And that’s all I’m going to say about that.
Home life – N continues to grow. As a teen he is testing the waters of independence, pushing boundaries, and much of the time insists I am the meanest mom on earth. Whatever… W continues to be the curmudgeonly old man, and although he had quite the medical scare a few months back, he is still tough as nails and as close to immortal as I have ever seen anyone be. Yep, looks like I’m really in this for the long haul. We celebrated our 25th wedding anniversary last summer. Never thought I’d see that day…
Sex – There ain’t none, nowhere, no how, no offers, no takers, nope, nothin’, nada, zilch, zip. Sometimes life sucks.
Who knows how long it’ll take me to get back here, but I hope I continue to post here occasionally. I like going back and reading my own history, and it bums me out when there are big breaks in the action!