Saturday, October 27, 2012

J, J, J

So......................................................

J is separated... again.

Now, he had been contacting me a lot lately, and I should have suspected.  However, my lil pea brain didn't go there.

Finally, after many texts and phone calls today he finally 'fessed up to it.

I am one more time torn between wanting to try to have a permanent relationship with J and wanting to stay here in the status quo.

Why oh why can't I ever just let J go altogether?

Why did I ask him today how many more women he's going to marry before he realizes it's supposed to be him and me?

Idiot! I am a fucking idiot.

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