Now there are several factors that contribute to that:
- W and I have no physical relationship. We are completely platonic.
- When I turned 50 I lost my sex drive entirely for a long time.
- My one attempt at a hook up a few weeks ago went totally bust.
Late addendum to this post:
Like an idiot I decided I needed to point out my "faithfulness" to J and sent him a private fb message to that effect. Can't seem to keep myself from trying to win him over. WTF is wrong with me? Seriously...