Tuesday, April 18, 2006

I'm an Idiot

Yep that's me. My true self is an idiot. I want what I want when I want it.

Reasons for wanting J:
1) I love him.
2) I'm looking for a way out of my current marriage.

Reasons I shouldn't want J:
1) He is newly separated, not even certain his marriage is over.
2) I am married, with a son.
3) My son deserves an intact family with both parents.
4) My husband deserves a faithful wife.
5) It is morally wrong.

1 comment:

Stinkypaw said...

Nope you're not an idiot, you're just confused. You have to do what is right for you, not what is expected of you because of your "duties" as a wife and/or mother. You know you are playing with fire, so you're not that stupid. If you are unhappy do something about it. Your son deserves a happy, peaceful home and parents. You being in an unhappy mariage is not good for anyone. And your husband deserves the truth. So if you choose to do something about it, do the right thing for you, not was is dictated by morals - often we end up with our parents, our chruch's but not our own. Think about it. You should do what is right. It might be painful, but it might be worth the pain!