Friday, August 11, 2006

Strange Things

W has taken to IMing me from the downstairs office while I'm on the laptop in the family room. Well at least we're communicating I guess.

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When I was meeting guys from CL that I wasn't particularly attracted to I could talk to them with ease about all sorts of things related to sex. When I met H (the guy I had drinks with) yesterday, I couldn't talk about anything but became completely tongue-tied.

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I feel closer to the friends I've made in cybespace than any of my "real life" friends.

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A few years ago I would have been completely disgusted with a person doing the things I'm doing now in my life.

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Since the initial short discussion when he first brought them home, there has been no further mention of the little blue pills.

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I never feel more alone than when I'm at home with W, Even when I'm at home by myself I don't feel as alone.

3 comments:

BJ said...

I can relate to a lot of what you're saying here. We must live in some kind of parallel universe. :)
The one about cyberfriends, feeling alone with your spouse and doing things I would've been disgusted with a few years ago are things I can really understand. Big time.

trueself said...

BJ,

Yes, yes we are. Your universe is just a little farther north than mine, but parallel, definitely parallel.

Rosie said...

Each point you listed I have also felt. My two best friends are cyberfriends; they know EVERYTHING about me. All I've been through, where I'm headed. And because of my Internet experiences I find I can carry on an interesting conversation with new people I meet. I'm more willing to take a risk, because I've learned that a risk can lead to good things.