Tuesday, September 18, 2007

Totally Completely Irrational Thought of the Day

BJ, after his divorce is final, quits his job and moves to LNJ to be with Trueself. By then W is out of the picture, and BJ “rents” the guest room in Trueself’s house. He and N get to know each other simply as tenant and landlady’s son. They hit it off. BJ finds a job of some kind, not the perfect job, but one that would be satisfactory until a better one comes along. Eventually Trueself introduces the idea to N that BJ might make a decent stepfather. N agrees. Trueself and BJ marry. BJ moves from the guest room to Trueself’s room. They all live happily ever after.

And because I know better than to believe in fairy tales, here's my new theme song:

2 comments:

Serenity said...

Last night i dreamt about someone i almost fell in love with... someone i could not let go of until i deleted him from my IM list so i couldn't even see when he was online. The sad thing is of course, he never has contacted me since...
Do i have a point here? Maybe. Sometimes it's hard to tell with me. I don't think dwelling on BJ is doing you any favors. If you really know deep down that you will never be together then i think it's for the best if you just cut all ties and try to move on. Explore other avenues, which you already have i might add...

Trueself said...

Serenity - I think you are right, that the best thing I could do at this point is cut the ties that remain. Yet I don't. Holding out futile hope maybe?